Here’s some of my favorite stuff with Aferdit.

It’s been forever and a half… It’s been an incredibly difficult journey in the last 3 months or so… Let’s see if I can’t return to consistent blog posting.

Here’s one from last summer. Doesn’t she look a lot like Britney Spears in some of those shots?

Remember Nicole K from last week? Well this is the other Nicole; Nicole Wimmer. Also from McCarty Talent, except she’s in charge of a sizable portion of the operation there. When I need to book talent from McCarty, Nicole is almost always my point of contact.

Now, this girl really knows how to move. I’ve known few models like this in all my time working with them, so it’s always a real pleasure, but she did have a harder time than she’s used to for our shoot.

You see, Nicole was beginning to rebuild her portfolio as a plus-size model… So, not having modeled in quite some time, working the camera as a plus-size was a little different from the usual for her.

Still, she does know how to move and I think it really shows:

In Nicole K’s shoot, I forgot to thank Genevieve at the McCarty Salon for her amazing work on both hair and makeup! She also did the work on this shoot and 2 more to come. Thanks Vivi!! :)

I recently moved my studio background gear from my cramped little basement, with a ceiling so low that when I reach up I can lay my hand flat on it, to my garage, where the only way I could touch the ceiling is if I stood on my car’s roof.

Or, you know, on a ladder or something.

But so it’s given me a ton more space than I used to have. And with models 5’8″ and taller, it helps to have both the vertical space and the depth to get the shots I want. I have no clue why I didn’t do this sooner, but here I am now.

And here’s Ashley, my first guest in my cold garage (I’ll be getting a space heater when they’re back in season):

Heather is a model I’d had the opportunity to work with before. She was wonderful and I immediately knew we had to try working together again.

Here’s what came of our recent shoot:

A little while back, I posted about a personal crisis I was going through.

Basically, frustrated with my work and feeling like it was headed nowhere, I finally concluded that in order to make progress artistically, I was simply going to have to shoot a whole lot more.

Nothing groundbreaking or inspiring in and of itself. Very simple.

Just shoot more.

So I started doing just that with this gorgeous exchange student (just 17 years old), called Heide. All I knew going into this was that I had seen and was greatly inspired by ads for David Yurman jewelry and wanted to do something similar.

Here are the results. I’m very excited about these! Enjoy!

Many thanks to Heide for braving the cold wind and for working so hard with me!

It’s been far too long since my last post, but it’s also been excessively eventful.

Some things were incredibly positive, others incredibly negative, and then there was everything in between that made it next to impossible for me to not only edit and Photoshop the work I’ve been doing every day, but made it even more unlikely that I would have time to post a new blog.

But today is my first empty day on my schedule in almost 2 weeks… and I’ve got a lot to catch up on before the next wave of work comes in this week.

First and foremost, the incredibly positive.

There’s a reason I took a picture of the calendar day, March 9th of 2009 (although technically I took that the day after). There’s a reason I posted a picture of the Belgian flag, the country I am a citizen of. And if I had one in the house, I would have taken a picture of the Lebanese flag as well (I was born in Lebanon but grew up in Belgium).

Here’s the Lebanese flag, cause hey, I’m proud of my origins.

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Anyway, getting to the point. Here’s the reason I’ve been doing all this.

I got my green card on March 9th, 2009.

Did you see that? Did you see how I wrote that? I really thought that if I were ever going to write that sentence anywhere and share it with anyone, it would have been followed by about seven thousand exclamation points and that I would have been running around town, cheering loudly and swinging a t-shirt over my head like a drunken idiot!

But no, it feels right the way I wrote it. Quiet. Kind of subdued. Easy to miss in this ocean of words.

Because the road to my green card was long and often painful and unfair. I can’t tell you how much 9/11 complicated my life. I don’t mean that to diminish in any way the tragic importance of the day, just to point to the dramatic turn that it forced on my personal life, as I’m sure it did on the lives of many others, immigrants and Americans alike.

But after all the “fighting” to get to this point, a quiet, peaceful resolution, even in writing, feels more appropriate.

So no exclamation points. And no loud cheering or swinging a t-shirt over my head like a drunken idiot either.

The 9th was also why I scheduled so many shoots before and after. A couple of models cancelled on me, no surprise there, but I scheduled enough shoots to keep me so busy that I would stay focused on the work rather than worry about the outcome of the 9th.

At this point you might be wondering what the “incredibly negative” was. Well, it was more of a shock negative than a lasting negative.

The house was broken into. About $6,000 worth of stuff was stolen.

This happened not one week after I got the green card. Hmm. Coincidence? Intentional? Who knows. Probably just a coincidence. We came home late from being with friends all day, giving the burglars enough time to go through the house, take what they wanted and get out.

The reason it’s not so much of a lasting negative for me is that we’re covered, so we’ll probably get every cent of that $6,000 back, not to mention that the cops did catch a break by finding a fingerprint and we’ve given them serial numbers on almost all of the stolen items. It goes without saying that we’ve had a security system installed in the meantime.

The only stolen item which had no real monetary value and that I’m never going to be able to replace was my late father’s film camera. I had almost filled up a roll of new pictures with it and was planning on showing you all… Oh well… Maybe I’ll catch a break and get it back someday. Here it is from the very last time I took pictures of it:

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But hey, life goes on, and the positives in the last couple of weeks far outweigh the one “big” negative.

So moving on, here’s a shoot I did on the 11th at the Salt Flats.

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Tyler and Katerina:

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Baby pictures for a friend of mine. This is Trinity:

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Fashion shoot. This is Hailey:

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Here’s what my oldest son, Gabe, does 90% of his time… Video games. It’s hard to pull him away from it but we try.

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Charcoal is the best way to barbecue. The last owners of the house left a gas grill. In the almost four years I’ve lived here, it’s been used it exactly zero times.

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Mason and Emma are just bouncing around, while Gabe wrestles on the trampoline with his best bud, Luke.

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Party at one of my best friend’s house.

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I don’t want to completely overwhelm all of you, so I’ll post an more in the coming days.

It’s been a rough and eventful week. I’m headed out on another big model shoot this afternoon at the Salt Flats. It’s gonna be awesome!

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This is the model shoot I’d been talking about. It took me a little bit to get it done, but I was finally able to get to it late last night. This was an important shoot for me and I had something pretty specific in mind. I think it turned out pretty well.

Madi:

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I am a citizen of Belgium. Something the day during which I took that shot reminded me of.

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A turning point in my life, March 9th of 2009. More on that in a few days or so…

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